nothing to lose*

i've got nothing to lose,
taking this dive.

you've got nothing to lose,
just maybe a little bit of your sanity.

it's not even to the extent.
just a tip of the normal balance~ making things more abnormal but not insane.
boring to some and interesting, mostly to me... since i am seemingly the puppetmaster at work here. but human have the power to negotiate power and are not passive beings as shown by the works of symbolic interactionists, so clearly the surface may not be what it seems.

the usual qing2 word
key one being TONGqing
amongst
youqing
qinqing
aiqing

i like honey&clover*
pretty lil hagumi
and just the stories and notes (OS) by the characters about love, relationships and ultimately life.

Speaking of which
キマグレン life
is one cute MV & song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqp-uNEzM8Y&feature=related

l'arc* not dropdeadgorgeous/uberugly not kickasssmart/downrightdumb not sparklytalented/nulldullnovice

we all learn to be little devils*~ [sweet lil ben and the dying cat parade] www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFeAwZslAHY&feature=related

- i am germwurm

not being extremely creative, the thing that's lingering in my mind now

eat.sleep.dance.repeat

quite a life i'd say.
i have been eating an awful lot. feeling unlike me. maybe i should source for some doctor who wants me as a guinea pig. maybe, maybe not.

happy to see jia's happy pictures. happy family pictures.
mum's cool, she rocks. hope tmr's job thingy works out well. im full i should
sleep.

life is dance. dance dance dance! and not emoing.

since when were you ever emo. you who torments me and haunts me effortlessly. i who struggle for breath lose my soul yet stay livelessly alive. i crave and yearn

it's the time to let go and find myself again.

but im still wanting to want me take me mould me

love me

but nobody wants to do it seriously

and so im with

duds

duds that i love that please and make happy moods

that leave me jaded

cos i only have duds

but duds have the world.

"..Just need to get closer, closer, 

Lean on me now, 
Lean on me now, 
closer, closer, 
Lean on me now, 
Lean on me now (lean on me now). 

...."