Sunday, December 28, 2008
nothing to lose*
taking this dive.
you've got nothing to lose,
just maybe a little bit of your sanity.
it's not even to the extent.
just a tip of the normal balance~ making things more abnormal but not insane.
boring to some and interesting, mostly to me... since i am seemingly the puppetmaster at work here. but human have the power to negotiate power and are not passive beings as shown by the works of symbolic interactionists, so clearly the surface may not be what it seems.
the usual qing2 word
key one being TONGqing
amongst
youqing
qinqing
aiqing
i like honey&clover*
pretty lil hagumi
and just the stories and notes (OS) by the characters about love, relationships and ultimately life.
Speaking of which
キマグレン life
is one cute MV & song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqp-uNEzM8Y&feature=related
Monday, December 22, 2008
l'arc* not dropdeadgorgeous/uberugly not kickasssmart/downrightdumb not sparklytalented/nulldullnovice
not being extremely creative, the thing that's lingering in my mind now
eat.sleep.dance.repeat
quite a life i'd say.
i have been eating an awful lot. feeling unlike me. maybe i should source for some doctor who wants me as a guinea pig. maybe, maybe not.
happy to see jia's happy pictures. happy family pictures.
mum's cool, she rocks. hope tmr's job thingy works out well. im full i should
sleep.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
life is dance. dance dance dance! and not emoing.
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).
Monday, November 10, 2008
addicted to muse
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
nOthing GoLd cAn sTay*
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
-- Robert Frost
Saturday, September 27, 2008
ushi uish*
Saturday, August 16, 2008
warhol got stuck in a lomo* vollbracht in a sack. said:
and the story goes.
living.loving.leaving.dreaming.dancing running.sleeping.eating. ||in|| *the pretty leaves
Everything’s so blurry, and everyone’s so fake
And everybody’s empty, and everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you, I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you’re doing Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us, and that’s not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
Everyone is changing, there’s no one left that’s real
So make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost with out you, I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you’re doin I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us but that’s not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Oh nobody told me what you thought,
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn,
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide,
Nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn,
Showed you when to run away
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
No!
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
Friday, August 15, 2008
pain inspires*
and also the struggle of progress and overurbanizing. the kinda brave new world thing.
as is of everything in the world. it's about balance. and i am on my way, my personal journey to determine where exactly the right balance is.
anyway back to the main point.
being unfairly reprimanded for something that i feel that i did not fairly deserve, really got to me.
it hit a raw nerve so hard and dug deep into the depths of the family grave and found all the ugly decaying skeletons buried underneath.
me, applied and got accepted for a short stint to travel on board a cruise ship and attend lessons with japanese students for 3days while sailing from vietnam to singapore.
it is a very interesting program that would greatly value-add to me as a person and help bring me to my greater future.
the problem:
my auntie saw that as a problem as i 1) went for many overseas school trips that have drained my family's financial resources 2) contributed to great torture to my 5o year old mother who still has to run about and hit sales targets 3) i'm going for these programmes and not willing to drop out of them because i am afraid to lose face.
THE ABOVE SAID IN A SLEW WITH A HARSH ANGRY ACCUSING TONE IN A SPAN OF SAY TEN TO FIFTEEN MINUTES HAS CAUSED ME GREAT PAIN AND GRIEVE.
my rebuttals to the highly fallacious statements that were made:
firstly, did my mother really complain to her about it.
if so, i can only say that she doesn't understand it and ultimately me, at all.
and i would rather hear it all from her and not some auntie who is quite an outsider, who doesn't know the whole situation. (Seriously, as much as i like u and respect you aunt, stop bossing me around and choosing me as an easy target to shout at just because i cant be bothered and was much too tired to react to you)
secondly, for this short stint, i am financing my whole trip, so who are u to scold me about it.
thirdly, you, who do not see the value and long-term benefits for all these things i am doing seriously need to be enlightened and educated by it. i shall write them a black-and-white to tell them about it next time. and together with it. the amount of money (estimated) that i am indebted to her/them for it.
THIS WHOLE SAGA HAS LED ME TO THE POINT OF HOW
-the poor is greatly disadvantaged, and hindered by the lack of financial resource and freedom, to ever reach their full potential.
e.g. 1 My personal situation
e.g. 2 (which is more poignant) The high attrition rates of children of poor families after completing primary or even secondary school.
Anyhow, i'd like to apologize to the people who had to tahan my foul mood and angered tones. Ah yi, xian and Simon, you guys have been all sweethearts*
the one who loves me freely but is gallivanting in cambodiaaa. i miss you much!
the sadness of it all.
everyone but my family is able to love me and SHoW that love to me.
my family loves me in an invisible way. i can sometimes see it, i rarely hear it and i'm not sure i feel it at all.
i seriously need, want, to move out.
SOON.
whimsies*
the beautiful clown horsing around wearing a deadpan serious face*
sometimes the road ahead is paved with anything but good intentions. ü ö ä [hosie posie rosie*]
Monday, May 26, 2008
strange revelations.
i am somehow quite pretty very sure that
I WILL MARRY YOU!
the only one that rejected me.
of course.. i must be quite crazy, out-of-my-mind. but nobody ever felt more right. it's reaally sad that our time has came and past.
passed me by.
doesn't want to go to Sing Sing* juMpfoRjoY
terribly..... happy.* And all that mighty heart is lying still!
time to change a new nick. lol.
Monday, April 28, 2008
as the keys flow under your fingertips, memories flash like butterfly wings*
Aldous Huxley Ray Bradbury
William Blake The Marriage of Heaven and Hell
William Wordsworth
"Composed upon Westminster Bridge, Sept. 3, 1802"
Earth has not anything to show more fair:Dull would he be of soul who could pass by
A sight so touching in its majesty;
This City now doth, like a garment, wear
The beauty of the morning; silent, bare,
Ships, towers, domes, theaters, and temples lie
Open unto the fields, and to the sky;
All bright and glittering in the smokeless air.
Never did sun more beautifully steep
In his first splendor, valley, rock, or hill;
Ne'er saw I, never felt, a calm so deep!
The river glideth at his own sweet will:
Dear God! the very houses seem asleep;
And all that mighty heart is lying still!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
tim~
michelle
Tim says:
wazzup
Tim says:
how areyou?!?!!?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
yoo tim!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
im good ///
Tim says:
yesssssssssssss its a me
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
and u?
Tim says:
excellent
Tim says:
i am very good
Tim says:
just came home from uni
Tim says:
now i want to relax a bit
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
that's always nice
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
what time issit?
Tim says:
yesyes
Tim says:
what a re your plans for tonight for mthe weekend?!?!?!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
for me exam'sstarting next saturdayyy
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
it's already 1am over here
Tim says:
oh yes for me the same almost ahve a lot of exams in may so no partty jsut studying ;) but thats ok - had enough partys in australia ;)
Tim says:
1am!!!!!
Tim says:
oh here its 7 pm
Tim says:
hehe
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
u party animal !! =D
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i've got five exams
Tim says:
hehe
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
yikes. not quite started on them.
Tim says:
oh thats a lot
Tim says:
but you will be fine!?!?!?!?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
yes yes
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
u having dinner soon?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
what's cooking
Tim says:
naaa i just had dinnr some mashed potatoes with
Tim says:
...broccoly
Tim says:
i am not sure about that
Tim says:
but yeah
Tim says:
i am studying for my last math exam tzhat will be fun
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
=)) glad for you!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
happy to be stepping out to the world to work? or going on a grad trip?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
MY last math exam was... three years ago!!
Tim says:
both
Tim says:
i want to finish studies in january
Tim says:
and then doing kind of an internship somewhere in europe
Tim says:
i would perfer lissboa
Tim says:
i love portugal !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
portugal~ u support their football team or germany's?
Tim says:
i ahte soccer :) so i dont care at all last world cup here in germany i jsut saw one game - i think its soboring
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
haha right. well done u've got taste. ;)
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
the images of lisboa looks good..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
but i guess it just looks like any european city to me.
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
u been there before? what do u like about portugal?
Tim says:
yes i ve been there before travel in portugal for 2 weeks
Tim says:
i like the city itself its very beautifl all the houses are cased with beautiful tillings and the people are very open minded friendly helpful even we coulnd speak portugese and they couldnt speak english it always worked out well
Tim says:
and of course the climate is quite nice
Tim says:
porto is a awesome city
Tim says:
i prefer portugal than spai its maybe not a big difference- but for me an impotrant one ;)
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
wow. sounds real pleasant.. nice people & nice weather.
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
coz spain is more busy?
Tim says:
i can sent you some pictures if you like ...
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
sure
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face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
do u get timtams back home?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
haha
Tim sends:
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Tim says:
because the landscape of spain ..i dont know but its more " boring " its so empty the almsot ahve no forests there - ok portugal quite the same but not that bad and the people are very arrogant i stent ;)ome time in madrid and ..somewhere on the southcoast..didnt enjoy it that much ...
Tim says:
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wanted to go back to lisboa
Tim says:
hehe
Tim says:
no i dont get timtams here
Tim says:
here some more with me
face it- juMpfoRjoY (*d)*says:
lol!
Tim sends:
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Tim says:
what?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
lol-laugh out loud
face it- :) juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
that's a big group u're with in the*ph*to! are they all friends?
Tim says:
yes i know
Tim says:
but why?!!?!?!?!?!??!
Tim says:
no jsut the girl in the front we re al* waiting for a bus
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face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
u've stored it for so long! but i guess the climate allows it better there.
Tim says:
and the bus diodnt came at all -so we ahd wait for hours that was very funny
Tim says:
stored what???
face it- * * juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
the tim tams. hours.. how'd u kill ti*e then..
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face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
that's all of spain or lisboa
Tim says:
no jsut portugal
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
the buildings are so cute. they look like they have different patterned wall paper on them
Tim says:
yeah yeah thats what i love about them
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
that's really pretty. i like them much more than the buildings we have here.
Tim sends:
Open(Alt+P) :)Tim says:
oh yes wait thats my favourite picture !!! i love it the streets are very small and without any structure
Tim says:
so join me !!!
face it- /// (L) * * juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
haha i'd love to!
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face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
there was this busking group on rundle mall.. the said they busked half the year in australia and the other half in europe and invited me to join them.. i was quite taken aback but i* s*unded so cool!
Tim says:
we they musicians?!?!?!?!?!
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Tim says:
so you said yes?!!?!?!!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
yuP they were musicians. my yes *s *f no value until i can teleport there! =X
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Tim says:
ooooh
Tim says:
come on michelle*do*t be so boring...
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face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
aww tim i need the dough to make things happen right.
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
if i start working my ass off yeah
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i just might get there!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
it's a good mot*va*ion (=
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face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
the place is amazing.. beach looks nice.. (though aussie's one was better) and the city looks so quaint..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
like those in movies where you zoom everywhere with ur lover on a little scooter
Tim says:
mmmh yeah the water isnt that nice ...
Tim says:
nono i ve def seen better beaches in sutralia
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
the sand is not white and ultra fine!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i havent'
Tim says:
you flew home wuite soon , didnt you ?!?!?!
Tim says:
which sand do you talk about?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
whitehaven beach
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i flew home end december
Tim says:
where is that beach??
Tim says:
where did you travell?!?!!?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
cairns
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
airlie beach
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
whitsundays
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
brisbane melbourne sydney
Tim says:
ooh i would ve loved to go there ...but in the end not enough time and it started raining up there ...how was it?!?!?
Tim says:
but you still think adelaide is the best??!?!?!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
cairns
Tim says:
no, come on michelle are you sure !?!??!!?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i know a lot of people loved byron bay...
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
cairns was a nice mix..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
well the north is a bit quiet and all..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
but it has a homely humid climate and nice rainforest with orchards.. and then when u go further u get to the whitsundays..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
everyone there's just on a holiday.
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
kayaking with dolphins at byron bay was swell i must say.
Tim says:
oooh sounds really really good
Tim says:
did you travel alone or eith friends?!?!?
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i travelled with 4 germans
Tim says:
hahahahahaaha
Tim says:
really
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
and i had a singaporean friend from perth join us for a week
Tim says:
we re simpy everywhere :)
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
yes really
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
they are!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
u meet more and more germans on the trip
Tim says:
yes australia is very popular at the moment
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
well good that it's popular that's why u went!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
imagine if i got to go to france instead...
Tim says:
hehe yes yes thats positive but in the end it was a bit annoying too meet more and more germans...
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
HAHAHA
Tim says:
my french would be perfect
Tim says:
..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
riGHT
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
i've got another german friend i met in singapore a year ago..
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
and he says he's in south germany now
Tim says:
ok michelle i think i start now with amths... have a nice night a good luck with your exams have fun !!!!!!
Tim says:
i am too in south german
Tim says:
mmh lets say south west
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
ooh.
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
he's working for porsche
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
near u?
Tim says:
no the porsche company is near stuttgart
Tim says:
its about 400 km away from my place ....
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
don't know where.. anyhow, u get on with your work (= and thanks for the luck dude!!
Tim says:
so for europe its a long journey ;)
Tim says:
YES ok byebye
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
take care loads (: haha YES europe europe.!
face it- juMpfoRjoY (dd) says:
tata
Sunday, April 13, 2008
wARHOL just rocks ur world.
A is For Andy Exhibition | ||
Event Dates | : | 17th Nov 2007 to 18th Nov 2007 |
Time of Event | : | 10am - 10pm |
Category | : | Exhibition |
Description
Andy Warhol is one of the most influential artists of the twentieth century. 2007 marks the 20th anniversary since the death of Andy Warhol. To commemorate the occasion, Cannonball Art Fund and LuminaLive! presents the exclusive collection of over 100 original Andy Warhol’s prints. This extensive collection will be making its first ever appearance in Asia. The exhibition will be named 'A is For Andy'.
Ticketing
Free entry
Website
http://www.lumina.sg
Contact Person/Event Organiser
Amy Mak, Lumina Live! Pte Ltd, Tel : 6272 7528, Fax : 6272 0358
THAT'S SO OHMIGOSH.
Mediascrape | CBC: Winnipeg Andy Warhol exhibit
because he's just so crazy. crazily passionate. crazily moronic ironic interesting boring daring. daring.
about my PRozaC
Major Depressive Disorder
Prozac is indicated for the treatment of major depressive disorder.
Adult
The efficacy of Prozac was established in 5- and 6-week trials with depressed adult and geriatric outpatients ( 18 years of age) whose diagnoses corresponded most closely to the DSM-III (currently DSM-IV) category of major depressive disorder (see CLINICAL TRIALS).
A major depressive episode (DSM-IV) implies a prominent and relatively persistent (nearly every day for at least 2 weeks) depressed or dysphoric mood that usually interferes with daily functioning, and includes at least 5 of the following 9 symptoms: depressed mood, loss of interest in usual activities, significant change in weight and/or appetite, insomnia or hypersomnia, psychomotor agitation or retardation, increased fatigue, feelings of guilt or worthlessness, slowed thinking or impaired concentration, a suicide attempt or suicidal ideation.
The effects of Prozac in hospitalized depressed patients have not been adequately studied.
The efficacy of Prozac 20 mg once daily in maintaining a response in major depressive disorder for up to 38 weeks following 12 weeks of open-label acute treatment (50 weeks total) was demonstrated in a placebo-controlled trial.
The efficacy of Prozac Weekly once weekly in maintaining a response in major depressive disorder has been demonstrated in a placebo-controlled trial for up to 25 weeks following open-label acute treatment of 13 weeks with Prozac 20 mg daily for a total treatment of 38 weeks. However, it is unknown whether or not Prozac Weekly given on a once-weekly basis provides the same level of protection from relapse as that provided by Prozac 20 mg daily (see CLINICAL TRIALS).
Pediatric (children and adolescents)
The efficacy of Prozac in children and adolescents was established in two 8- to 9-week placebo-controlled clinical trials in depressed outpatients whose diagnoses corresponded most closely to the DSM-III-R or DSM-IV category of major depressive disorder (see CLINICAL TRIALS). The usefulness of the drug in adult and pediatric patients receiving fluoxetine for extended periods should be reevaluated periodically.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
Adult
Prozac is indicated for the treatment of obsessions and compulsions in patients with obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), as defined in the DSM-III-R; i.e., the obsessions or compulsions cause marked distress, are time-consuming, or significantly interfere with social or occupational functioning.
The efficacy of Prozac was established in 13-week trials with obsessive compulsive outpatients whose diagnoses corresponded most closely to the DSM-III-R category of OCD (see CLINICAL TRIALS).
OCD is characterized by recurrent and persistent ideas, thoughts, impulses, or images (obsessions) that are ego-dystonic and/or repetitive, purposeful, and intentional behaviors (compulsions) that are recognized by the person as excessive or unreasonable.
The effectiveness of Prozac in long-term use, i.e., for more than 13 weeks, has not been systematically evaluated in placebo-controlled trials. Therefore, the physician who elects to use Prozac for extended periods should periodically reevaluate the long-term usefulness of the drug for the individual patient (see DOSAGE AND ADMINISTRATION).
Pediatric (children and adolescents)
The efficacy of Prozac in children and adolescents was established in a 13-week, dose titration, clinical trial in patients with OCD, as defined in DSM-IV (see CLINICAL TRIALS).
Bulimia Nervosa
Prozac is indicated for the treatment of binge-eating and vomiting behaviors in patients with moderate to severe bulimia nervosa.
The efficacy of Prozac was established in 8- to 16-week trials for adult outpatients with moderate to severe bulimia nervosa, i.e., at least 3 bulimic episodes per week for 6 months (see CLINICAL TRIALS).
The efficacy of Prozac 60 mg/day in maintaining a response, in patients with bulimia who responded during an 8-week acute treatment phase while taking Prozac 60 mg/day and were then observed for relapse during a period of up to 52 weeks, was demonstrated in a placebo-controlled trial (see CLINICAL TRIALS). Nevertheless, the physician who elects to use Prozac for extended periods should periodically reevaluate the long-term usefulness of the drug for the individual patient (see DOSAGE AND ADMINISTRATION).
Panic Disorder
Prozac is indicated for the treatment of panic disorder, with or without agoraphobia, as defined in DSM-IV. Panic disorder is characterized by the occurrence of unexpected panic attacks, and associated concern about having additional attacks, worry about the implications or consequences of the attacks, and/or a significant change in behavior related to the attacks.
The efficacy of Prozac was established in two 12-week clinical trials in patients whose diagnoses corresponded to the DSM-IV category of panic disorder (see CLINICAL TRIALS).
Panic disorder (DSM-IV) is characterized by recurrent, unexpected panic attacks, i.e., a discrete period of intense fear or discomfort in which 4 or more of the following symptoms develop abruptly and reach a peak within 10 minutes: 1) palpitations, pounding heart, or accelerated heart rate; 2) sweating; 3) trembling or shaking; 4) sensations of shortness of breath or smothering; 5) feeling of choking; 6) chest pain or discomfort; 7) nausea or abdominal distress; 8) feeling dizzy, unsteady, lightheaded, or faint; 9) fear of losing control; 10) fear of dying; 11) paresthesias (numbness or tingling sensations); 12) chills or hot flashes.
The effectiveness of Prozac in long-term use, i.e., for more than 12 weeks, has not been established in placebo-controlled trials. Therefore, the physician who elects to use Prozac for extended periods should periodically reevaluate the long-term usefulness of the drug for the individual patient (see DOSAGE AND ADMINISTRATION).
out of touch-
-harshfire- wants to go beach c sunrise again
this is so admirable n impossible for me
lyndsey.
do or die. i'd rather die.
this is so me
______________________________________________________________face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
what are you doing?
seehong. says:
hello
seehong. says:
i just signed in to check my mail and stuff
seehong. says:
what are YOU doing
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
nothing
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i just came on to look for happy pill
seehong. says:
haha wot on earth is tt?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i dunno.. if i knew i wouldn be sad
seehong. says:
ai yaaa
seehong. says:
ur sad?
seehong. says:
can talk to me!
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
waiting to get my prozac
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
yeah tt's why im talking to u right
seehong. says:
isnt tt the depression thing
seehong. says:
or sth like tt
seehong. says:
why are you sad?
seehong. says:
when you shld be hapy
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
why why why
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
how come everyone knows? isn it prescribed to anything else
seehong. says:
hmm im not too sure really
seehong. says:
just impression wise
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
yu up n why is it that i should be happy
seehong. says:
well cos the mich i know is bubbly and happy
seehong. says:
no one wants you to be sad
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
miche is happy n jumping n excited while being sad
seehong. says:
nah nah
seehong. says:
tt just didint sound right
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
you're happy because not only nobody wants you to be sad, nobody likes a sad person
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
sadness then brings stigma added to the already negative feeling
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
aint i insightful
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
(ha. n i just handed up an assignment on happiness)
seehong. says:
woo serious?
seehong. says:
wot you doing an
seehong. says:
how come u'll have assignments on happiness
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
why not. it's for my soci research methods module
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
not all that fun
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
but in retrospect pretty alright
seehong. says:
wah sounds cool
seehong. says:
so now u know more abt happiness
seehong. says:
than the avergae joe
seehong. says:
does tt mean ur happier
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
perhaps. no
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
if knowing about happiness makes u happy
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
knowing about wealth would make you rich and knowing about intelligence then makes u smart
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
know nonono
seehong. says:
knowing abt wealth i guess means u know how to get rich
seehong. says:
knowing abt intel might mean u know wot it takes to be smart
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
yu up you got the missing link filled
seehong. says:
knowing abt happiness just tells you how to be happy?
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
well i havent spoken to oyu in awhile
seehong. says:
you sounds really diff now
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
this is the learning process that's missing in robert merton's theory
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
lol
seehong. says:
well for a start who is robert
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i could revert to sounding normal
seehong. says:
haha nah
seehong. says:
just be urself
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
robert is a good friend im trying to make
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
there are the different kinds of myself.
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
merton's pretty cool but there are tonnes of cool people around
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
you should go for a ganapathy lecture if u have a chance next time
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
BIG wotrd!
seehong. says:
wots tt
seehong. says:
gnapathy
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
my deviance lecturer!
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
haha
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
sounds like psychopathy"?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
many indian names are BIG words then
seehong. says:
yaaa
seehong. says:
wot in the world have u been studying
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
everything sounds awfully foreign to me
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
many things.. well i wasnt even sure i was studying but yeah..
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
lol
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
whats native to you then/
seehong. says:
i dunno
seehong. says:
perhaps you can begin with sth architecture-y
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
like guggenheim in bilbao?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
structure and space
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
i feel better alr
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
chanel museum in hongkong
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
it's pretty cool looking
seehong. says:
u been there?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i wish
seehong. says:
the new one right
seehong. says:
the hadid piece
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
yes
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
n i was enlightened by archi friend that hadid's a she
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
how ignorant i am
seehong. says:
lol
seehong. says:
she has always been a she
seehong. says:
a rather fierce looking one to
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i havent seen
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
but the chanel sight was really cool
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
pretty gorgeous id say
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
typo.. the webSITE
seehong. says:
ok la
seehong. says:
definitely not hadids best
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
what's her best
seehong. says:
but i wounldnt dare say i understand wot hadid tries to portray most of the time
seehong. says:
i really like her building in kao siong
seehong. says:
taiwan
seehong. says:
it a theatre if im not wrong
seehong. says:
lemme find it for oyu
seehong. says:
yes kaohsiung performing arts centre
seehong. says:
the online pics dun do it justice
seehong. says:
yikes
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
there was this art piece, a video about a lady listening to the commentary in guggenheim.. the museum tour guide set that u can get from the counter.. and she listened to the sensual descriptions made by the commentator with the deep sexy voice about the lines of the building and how it all flows and is very natural and all. talking about the space the wall the texture and she started feeling it and getting aroused in public and she was so so into it until a few minutes later she opened her eyes and realised people staring at her
seehong. says:
wow
seehong. says:
where did u get tt from
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i saw that in goma-short for Gallery of Modern Art in brisbane
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
there were many fun pieces
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
modern art is really creepily fun
seehong. says:
hey didnt know u were into such things
seehong. says:
have you been to the warhol exhibition?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i missed it
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
u mean the one where?
seehong. says:
no no its still on
seehong. says:
local?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
where is it
seehong. says:
anw you really shld
seehong. says:
this one is pretty good
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i saw someones picture
seehong. says:
at petro centre
seehong. says:
near ikea
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
warhols good in himself
seehong. says:
alexandra
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
seriously
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
thats like how near my place
seehong. says:
serious
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
j'adore warhol
seehong. says:
its really good
seehong. says:
excellent!
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i was so devastated that i missed his exhibit in brisbane cos i had to leave
seehong. says:
nah the arts crowd is slowly moving towards comtemporary
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
but i couldnt really sit through his films
seehong. says:
more such things will come our way la
seehong. says:
dun worry
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
worry?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
ha.
seehong. says:
warhol's films?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
well the national museum's pretty nice too
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
yeah i watched Eat
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
n i forwarded abit
seehong. says:
ooo nv did watched any of his films
seehong. says:
any good?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
cant find the more raunchy ones. haha. too explicit. but most are just well ALL are just about real life
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
eat, sleep, sex
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
the basic stuff
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
eat is a fifteen minute clip of him eating a cheeseburger
seehong. says:
ooo.
seehong. says:
now tts a lil disturbing
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
haha
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
it is?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
well
seehong. says:
i wouldn watch him eat his burger
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
http://www.mecanoo.com/main.php?PKY_OBJECTOID=320&taal=EN
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
does this do justice to the kaohsiung pac?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
well the intricacies of eating hAHA
seehong. says:
not really
seehong. says:
tts why leh
seehong. says:
suprsing ah
seehong. says:
they released so lil online
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
but warhol is just so.. sighs. breathtaking
seehong. says:
men ahead of their time i guess
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
the operahouse pics look nice
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
provided it really does have those purply prints
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
u just like the dprints dont you
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
warhol made art and business mix
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
n yea i just like prints
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
the victoriany thing
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
anw mich
seehong. says:
pls do cheer up
seehong. says:
i ve gtg sleep
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
goodnight!
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i'll be fine
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
thanks anyhow
seehong. says:
i want you happy
seehong. says:
not just fine
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
///
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
u are demanding no
seehong. says:
haha
seehong. says:
wotever works lady
seehong. says:
if i have to demand some
seehong. says:
so be it
seehong. says:
alrighty
seehong. says:
cya ard lady
seehong. says:
gtg
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
bye
-just as some people can always make u feel sad some people can always make u feel happy-
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i am still looking for my hug. from somewhere
happy demanded to be. that's new. yet perhaps it isn't
anyhow this is one hot video
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/197536/strip_poke
acoustic alchemy bryan adams
http://www.mecanoo.com/main.php?PKY_OBJECTOID=320&taal=EN
Another happy thing (:
what kumaa
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
panda??
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
bear!
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
haha!
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i know bear la
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
what bear panda bear
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
wallowss
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
haha!
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
no lah.
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
just normal bear..
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
: ) ))))
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
what are u doing up so late?
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
wad pic is that?
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
some drama with fujiki naohito
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
oh..
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
okay..
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
isn't he quite old le?
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
okay, i'm not v sure.
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
i love him
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
gorgeous and so... soo.. sooo.. charming
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
yeah think maybe quite old le,, like kimutaku
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
oh-faints
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
hahaha!!
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
i'm gonna sleep now.
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
pls take care! : )
face it- juMpfoRjoY says:
kk goodnights! you too ///
pbnpmp-アマ (wanna go Volar?tix 4 u!) says:
nitez
happy counters sadness. it does? does it
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
french brought me a new friend
"I don't remember ever having met."
http://forum.wordreference.com/showthread.php?t=816835
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
i like
oh dear
van der Tzes says:
ahhh
van der Tzes says:
how's life back in sg
van der Tzes says:
=)
take me out/eat it says:
nice slackkk haha doing a bit of work here and there skeeeping lessonsss
take me out/eat it says:
rolling aroundd
take me out/eat it says:
haha
take me out/eat it says:
is it cold season or hot season nowww
take me out/eat it says:
what time is it
van der Tzes says:
it's 816pm!
van der Tzes says:
and so strange, it's supposed to be the onset of spring.. but we just had snow today
van der Tzes says:
=((
van der Tzes says:
suddenly i miss talking to you
take me out/eat it says:
yeah sounds strangeee
take me out/eat it says:
haha sudddenly!
van der Tzes says:
yeah!
van der Tzes says:
hahaha
take me out/eat it says:
that's sweet!*
van der Tzes says:
(in a good way of cos)
van der Tzes says:
awww
take me out/eat it says:
howw are youu?
van der Tzes says:
im fine
van der Tzes says:
van der Tzes says:
wish i could be rolling around like you
van der Tzes says:
anyway, got to go... sorrry michh!!
van der Tzes says:
will catch you soon!!
take me out/eat it says:
goods (: okieee seeya dearr!*
van der Tzes says:
happy easter dear
take me out/eat it says:
take caree happie easter!
this happened when tzes suddenly happy easter-ed me. haha it's nice to be missed by random people. cos i miss nonrandom people driving me crazy. eve told me to not tou lan and i skeeped school again. anywayy this convo made me veryvery happy i couldn bear to close the windoww. haha. and i went to wish coussie happy easter too.
toots.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
storage
Ménage à trois * desperately close to a coffin of hope'
amazing breathtaking painstakingly beautiful /
collaborative divorce
dang i can't remember what collaborative divorce is about..
clearing space for a fresh display name online..
i need inspiration for my projects~
Monday, March 3, 2008
because it's beautiful.* not because it's right
what does this mean?
xiaowan's sub-line.
were you happy? why is it that you didn't hold such painful, sad, and tearful memories, and still you couldn't grasp such happy, kind, loving, such warmth... such feelings of happiness
not able to understand..
because it's there. but soon out of sight`
Sunday, March 2, 2008
things to collect
juno ditto items songs
wow velvet underground on the happy pill
gardenstate soundtrack
ryuichi sakamoto
merry christmas
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