Durdenism level 0

im selfish i wish u're around but not like I'm beller company I'm just selfish n want u to myself around a round feideli u're not back u're not bothered by my fib cos u're rational n  sane which is good but sad, i can't affect lu unimporlant everything can kp us apart i dont have u tru tt I'm noling at all lets not talk till u're backeds. I keep gelling jealous when ure out n I feel stupideds cos ur goosmeow n u just talk n drink w friends. but im just jealous n selfish n I have to keep punchin n beatin myself to remind myself to not be stupid I will cry every night if i keep this up let's not talk till u're back. im miserable punching myself n crying cos i feel so lousy over nothing  we should breakeds till u're back. so I'll stop literally beating myself up n crying over nothing  we really should take 5 at least till lu back or even longer. im ouuta control doing the tyler durden unconvincingly without blood we should take a break then lu can hang outteds n I will try to keep out n not care n stop punching myself we should take 5 for 3 weeks so lu can be a friend n dun care abt me n I'll be made to keep off n stop being rubbish  let's not talk till ur back then I won't bother ur out w ur friends n I try to make myself bugger off n stop doing the tyler durden punching myself to stop my crapped up mind. at least he had better purpose and outcomes I'm just scary n mad. we should break up really. we really should break or take 5 so u can just do whatever u want n anyth cos i cant controlleds myself n it's not good for us. cos im just being v useless when u're just living like a normal person. im sorry i dun think i can do it n times ahead seem worse after tonight. let's not talk.  we really should break or take 5 so u can just do whatever u want n anyth cos i cant controlleds myself n it's not good for us. cos im just being v useless when u're just living like a normal person. im sorry i dun think i can do it n times ahead seem worse after tonight. let's not talk. i feel terrible. not ur fault we really should break or take 5 so u can just do whatever u want n anyth cos i cant controlleds myself n it's not good for us. cos im just being v useless when u're just living like a normal person. im sorry i dun think i can do it n times ahead seem worse after tonight. let's not talk. i feel terrible. not ur fault doing a Tyler durden is my new escape. better than sex thank u for being the greater being n bigger soul n always making things better n setting things right U're so precious