oldfibbing old year wish

i dun wanna do this anymore. flying down sprawled across the roof of the veranda in a decent dress but takglam undies not the best day to fly not the best day to die. i hate love u that u don't care abt the useless things that bother me. hate. u're too strong u can't carry on with this crap of a being.  i am pushing u away Every single day by dying in my head n stepping to the edge i know it takes more than this i want to take the fall the plunge that brings me down a death wish i foretell so bring me to my grave misery is not enough push me give a hand cut me deep in friend inert not stoned enough find me hide me bluff fix up this mess and make a better life instead throw me shut me out so help me take the lights out please I beg pardon me free this woe of a soul desperate not enough drive me to the wall hit me from the core bullet through my head give no love instead creep up feelings of worth less this damned curse cry my lifeless eyes bearing the time of toil of nothingness my weary shell time will never tell push me off the edge bring me through instead lift me up inside bring me down tonight live I don't wanna be here or anywhere anymore hookah spirits what's really in it drying dizzin' fits for fibbing if death was easier than life resolve resolute resolution revolution