life is dance. dance dance dance! and not emoing.

since when were you ever emo. you who torments me and haunts me effortlessly. i who struggle for breath lose my soul yet stay livelessly alive. i crave and yearn

it's the time to let go and find myself again.

but im still wanting to want me take me mould me

love me

but nobody wants to do it seriously

and so im with

duds

duds that i love that please and make happy moods

that leave me jaded

cos i only have duds

but duds have the world.

"..Just need to get closer, closer, 

Lean on me now, 
Lean on me now, 
closer, closer, 
Lean on me now, 
Lean on me now (lean on me now). 

...."

addicted to muse

this is a pour out post

im awake at 3am as usual and going about my business and the internet

people or without

today there's no gak'en alisu

revel rebel

that sucked. strike out.

anyhow

this is one that's talking about how i go about knowing and not knowing

what i want 

and just letting go when i feel like i don't know

friends hung around much 

family too

i dont lack anything

i do feel empty tho 

escape run fly

everyone's really nice as usual.

and everyone's coping with life

no one n everyone's everyone

watched the bucket list 

liked it

two men playin it all out 

my limit's smth like 1'21"

i fall asleep somewhere after that i think.

seeing ah yeee at 9 tmr

shall crash

came on cos i missed h..

samishiii sa

chotto*

nOthing GoLd cAn sTay*

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

 -- Robert Frost