emo mo mo*

it's terrible to be the one left behind for i'd felt it so many times. i run sometimes i fly to find a safe spot to cry.*

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過的快樂或委屈突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行然後留下 最痛的紀念品 我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去<3
*eons ago but just feel like i should keep a log// all the beautiful words of love and loss.

conversational flutters. flirts

Miche

yes the music is very annoying.

doesnt do it much justice.

i just watched one movie adaptation of the book

pretty good and josh duhamel played dorian gray

3:13amXavier

i hv nvr heard of dorian gray or josh duhamel...

but i hope the music isnt consistently similar to that of the video i just watched

i thought the acting and dancing was good, i liked it

3:16amMiche

yess. buy me a ticket to uk and we can go watch!

hahaha

josh duhamel is the guy in las vegas

tad hamilton

and a number of other things

3:18amXavier

if josh duhamel was a hot girl, i'd be more interested...

but i just wiki-ed dorian gray, i found the characters very interested

oscar wilde, broken into 3, dorian gray, basil and harry

damn interesting

yea ya know, i wld

but its cheaper if i paid for ur yoga lessons and u learnt to fit into my luggage

3:19amMiche

yeah it is awfully interesting

not necessarily seeing that i havent been doing yoga consistently

3:21amXavier

sibyl vane... tts wht im talkin abt!

hahaha

well go for ur classes, i'll conduct "revision" and "tuition"

i'll make sure u'll be... on top of things

3:22amMiche

i wrote smth about her.

right u make it seem like u are some yoga guru

3:23amMiche

anyhow i can somehow feel for her how she lost the need to act and portray fiction as she is well satisfied with the love that now fills her life

and gets all her attention

3:24amXavier

probably not, but i am good at looking

degree of professionalism depends largely on your chosen outfit...

yea havent we all been thr...

especially when i was a kid, every time a new toy comes out, out goes the old one

3:27amMiche

chosen outfit? so what would be best?

no i dont think everyone's been there/agrees

it's not simply about liking smth new and abandoning the old

the case with sibyl vane, or so it seems to me

3:28amXavier

well im saying whats based on what i read frm like 5 lines on wiki...

will need a clearer picture... oscar wilde is da sex

ive read abt him quite a bit, i find him very engaging

3:30amMiche

yes yes me too

i missed one-derland cos i was a the importance of being earnest

did u catch the film wilde?

that was pretty cool not to say jude law was gayly hot in it

3:31amMiche

yeah i'm analysing on wiki grounds as well cos i haven't gotten my hands on the book cos some A/P reserved it and i can't borrow it from the library

3:32amXavier

ya noe, miche

nxt time, try mentioning a female name, it might work better 2 get my attention....

3:33amMiche

sorry dear. hmmm jessica biel is hot

3:33amXavier

but no, i havent watched wilde... jude law's cool though, i believe he's a good actor

3:33amMiche

i love natalie portman in CLOSER

3:33amXavier

YES

3:33amMiche

julia robers is swell as well

but natalie was just simply..

3:33amXavier

NATALIE PORTMAN >>>>>>> JESSICA BIEL + JULIA ROBERTS

no contest

ya know

i look at natalie portman and i think

okay, natalie, i know thrs more to you than whatever i see right now

thrs just something abt her

3:35amMiche

yes

3:37amXavier

come to think of it

i think u have a bit of natalie portmanism in you as well

3:38amMiche

what a compliment

tho i have no idea what exactly that is.. but it sure is an honor

3:40amMiche

http://october1962.livejournal.com/

3:41amXavier

haha well gd or bad, i dnt knw, i just think u do

cannot open...

ahh well

im gonna go

3:42amMiche

yup

i wish we talked at more normal hours.

good morning good night.

3:44amXavier

yea well

we'll see, i still wanna kick your sorry-ass to DDR hell

3:45amMiche

we shall see

3:45amXavier

we shall....

aiight, gd morning gd night!

eh wait

whats ur msn

3:46amMiche

the same as my facebook

ie u already have it

3:46amXavier

no nut choc

hahaha

wth is that anyway

3:46amMiche

is darling. a musing when i was 11years old.

happens to be a favourite of mine

3:47amXavier

tts cute

3:48amMiche

if you're at my-house

you need to be leashed

3:48amXavier

well if i ever wanna piss you off, imma buy u roches

3:48amMiche

rocher?

yea

i would spit out the nut center

i loveee the new dark chocolate rocher

3:48amXavier

yea that would be safer for both of us...

3:49amMiche

they clearly wanted to make chocolate just for me

3:49amXavier

its almost 4am, im ready for bed and leashes just stir very physical thoughts...

3:50amMiche

sorry it was just a comment.

3:50amXavier

chocolate.... QUANTITY OVER QUALITY

3:50amMiche

about ur email

haha

well well

it depends

3:50amXavier

yea, juz swapping comments ;)

nono

quantity

3:50amMiche

yes sweets think sheep now.

no sometimes quality

3:50amXavier

look, i'll explain why quality can be over-rated nxt time

3:51amMiche

malaysian chocolates sometimes fail to satisfy

i can show u next time

3:51amXavier

after i kick ur ass in DDR

we'll go to the supermarket and choc-out

3:51amMiche

there is a plateau la to quality. but the basic should be there.

in your dreams dear. in your dreams

3:52amXavier

i'll show u quantity

3:52amMiche

i'll bring quality

3:52amXavier

a 3-pack of kinder bueno

3:52amMiche

that is good chocolate

3:52amXavier

nestle crunch and your ass handed to you on a platter

EAT THAT

3:52amMiche

in my definition

3:52amXavier

what...

have u had agnes b. chocs

3:52amMiche

crunch deps on manufacturing country

3:53amXavier

tts true...

3:53amMiche

my ass is already with me. tho i know many pple want it

hmm agnes b chocs

nah.

too much. even the bags are sometimes too much.

lovee the accesories.

3:54amXavier

okay before i ramble

i gotta go, reservice in 4 hrs

hahahhaa

ttys

3:54amMiche

ta

3:54amXavier

nite

"Don't hang around like this; it's irritating. you made up your mind to leave. now, go." For she didn't want him to see her crying- she was such a proud flower.

The Little Prince- Antoine De Saint Exupery

Sibyl Vane - An exceptionally talented (though extremely poor) and beautiful actress with whom Dorian falls in love. Her love for Dorian destroys her acting career, as she no longer finds pleasure in portraying fictional love when she has a true love in reality.

The Picture of Dorian Gray http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Picture_of_Dorian_Gray

This novel by Oscar Wilde turns out to be such a tradgedy. I want to read it but it seems so sad and painful and of course, vain.

I agree especially with Sibyl Vane and understand why she might lose her talent in acting, as it's no longer her greatest passion where she puts all her time effort and feelings into... when someone fills ur mind the way a lover does, there just seems to be no space for anything else.

Being in the love game again makes me wonder again, am i reading too much into things or are these guys all interested in me. Well, let's just try to not speculate and concentrate at being a decent human being. and being human. and getting well.

that said. i need to sleep soon.
and study for the btt.*