i'm a sucker for love stories.
fairytale and non-fairytale alike.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
someone i miss a lot*
someone suddenly talked to me at two pm.
being at a daze, i thought it was you...
i was so happy that you were talking to me as if we were friends..
just like before.
still awake?
hey dear. yeah having my weekly fix
gossip girl
hols now?
nope tw drama
nooo i wish
haha
not sure if the latest gg is out
so easter break's starting only next week huh
is it three weeks as well?
err are you sure who you're talking to?
- that's when i found out,
it's not you.
you must be gallivanting with your new love this holiday..
what can i say.
love is free.
love is love.
haha
crap
i dont
must be dazed.
tsktsk
yeah now i know.
too much drama
perhaps.
lol
now i know.. know that i still miss you,
late in the night.
know that i'm still pining
for us to be right
even if it's just as friends
that would suffice
i wonder when this feeling would end.
the next love perhaps.
hopefully not tho.
today richard spoke silly and i wanted to tell you about it
would you want to talk to me about it?
i guess you wouldn't mind.
but you're just never around anymore
and who am i to ask.
now, now.
be still be quiet
stop
and
don't feel.
being at a daze, i thought it was you...
i was so happy that you were talking to me as if we were friends..
just like before.
still awake?
hey dear. yeah having my weekly fix
gossip girl
hols now?
nope tw drama
nooo i wish
haha
not sure if the latest gg is out
so easter break's starting only next week huh
is it three weeks as well?
err are you sure who you're talking to?
- that's when i found out,
it's not you.
you must be gallivanting with your new love this holiday..
what can i say.
love is free.
love is love.
haha
crap
i dont
must be dazed.
tsktsk
yeah now i know.
too much drama
perhaps.
lol
now i know.. know that i still miss you,
late in the night.
know that i'm still pining
for us to be right
even if it's just as friends
that would suffice
i wonder when this feeling would end.
the next love perhaps.
hopefully not tho.
today richard spoke silly and i wanted to tell you about it
would you want to talk to me about it?
i guess you wouldn't mind.
but you're just never around anymore
and who am i to ask.
now, now.
be still be quiet
stop
and
don't feel.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
not high.
i read his blog. refreshed, with eyes open, i understand words that i didn't before.
he is really into her... frustrating about how a trip can make or break a couple*
the asterixtar and coloured words.. no longer meant for me. well since when were they not meant for me. i haven't a clue. but i'm rather sure the latest one isn't. *i'll be so lost without you
cos it doesn't apply to us/me.
i'm addicted to attachment. it made me give up previous addictions.
this isn't good.
it's a depressant i know i shouldn't take and yet i indulge in it due to mere habit. indulge really seems wrong. since there's no enjoyment now. so rather, i do it out of mere habit.
give me a constant high. *high, so high.. up in the sky*
been emo-ing karen mok songs. and it started with this one which floated into my mind.
他不愛我
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKt6tOqzFdI&feature=related
莫文蔚 - 陰天
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nxm7i9jRw0Q&feature=related
盛夏的果实
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Blt3oLWsCV8&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3Rstn0Bkeg&feature=related
莫文蔚 寂寞的戀人啊
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoMgIL6z2oQ&feature=related
忽然之間
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JB5HWzDnW4I&NR=1
most of the lyrics resonate.
i saw through to his heart, seeing the shadows of another lingering
i saw his heart, playing all the movie scenes involving him with her
albeit that he doesn't love me, he still won and took away my heart with him
is love an opium for the spirit or just a boring past-time we induldge in at the end of the century.
the silly us, smiling how sweetly.
at the beginning everything was great every minute every second, it just seems the passion would never decrease. other than the mild feeling of fatigue after every passionate moment.
anyhow these few years, the heart ruled the head
isn't love just about two parties willing, it's best that we level our love debt and not owe each other anything.
at the bottomline, when it comes to love, one breaks free and one picks up the pieces.
it's just that those few years, there wasn't affinity for the both of you.
at least all the memories belong to me
why is it that i miss you when i'm at my most vulnerable.
我明白 太放不开你的爱....
分不开，想你算是安慰还是悲哀？
is it a comfort to think of you or is it just a pathetic thing for me to do.
not being able to part (in the heart), we may actually start to believe more in love.
wreck of the day *anna nalick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzigDWOweVw
he is really into her... frustrating about how a trip can make or break a couple*
the asterixtar and coloured words.. no longer meant for me. well since when were they not meant for me. i haven't a clue. but i'm rather sure the latest one isn't. *i'll be so lost without you
cos it doesn't apply to us/me.
i'm addicted to attachment. it made me give up previous addictions.
this isn't good.
it's a depressant i know i shouldn't take and yet i indulge in it due to mere habit. indulge really seems wrong. since there's no enjoyment now. so rather, i do it out of mere habit.
give me a constant high. *high, so high.. up in the sky*
been emo-ing karen mok songs. and it started with this one which floated into my mind.
他不愛我
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKt6tOqzFdI&feature=related莫文蔚 - 陰天
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nxm7i9jRw0Q&feature=related
盛夏的果实
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Blt3oLWsCV8&feature=related
北極光 (canto v of 盛夏的果实)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3Rstn0Bkeg&feature=related
莫文蔚 寂寞的戀人啊
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoMgIL6z2oQ&feature=related忽然之間
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JB5HWzDnW4I&NR=1
most of the lyrics resonate.i saw through to his heart, seeing the shadows of another lingering
i saw his heart, playing all the movie scenes involving him with her
albeit that he doesn't love me, he still won and took away my heart with him
is love an opium for the spirit or just a boring past-time we induldge in at the end of the century.
the silly us, smiling how sweetly.
at the beginning everything was great every minute every second, it just seems the passion would never decrease. other than the mild feeling of fatigue after every passionate moment.
anyhow these few years, the heart ruled the head
isn't love just about two parties willing, it's best that we level our love debt and not owe each other anything.
at the bottomline, when it comes to love, one breaks free and one picks up the pieces.
it's just that those few years, there wasn't affinity for the both of you.
at least all the memories belong to me
why is it that i miss you when i'm at my most vulnerable.
我明白 太放不开你的爱....
分不开，想你算是安慰还是悲哀？
is it a comfort to think of you or is it just a pathetic thing for me to do.
not being able to part (in the heart), we may actually start to believe more in love.
wreck of the day *anna nalick
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzigDWOweVw
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries
i talk to cats, i cry like puppies, i bark like a bitch.
-bite me.
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries
as happy as a lord~ *the most beautiful stories leave tears rolling in your eyes.
*|_|-|_|-|_| piano keys make me cry they open up my heart exposing my red bloody flesh to this filthy world.
can you be my dinosaur* everyone wants to be found. -lost in translation
[leloveimage.blogspot.com]
ikite, shiawase ni natte.*
-bite me.
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries
as happy as a lord~ *the most beautiful stories leave tears rolling in your eyes.
*|_|-|_|-|_| piano keys make me cry they open up my heart exposing my red bloody flesh to this filthy world.
can you be my dinosaur* everyone wants to be found. -lost in translation
[leloveimage.blogspot.com]
ikite, shiawase ni natte.*
if i really want you, would you want me?
though i know nothing about her, i know nothing between you two,
but what i know, i feel and i want to let you know,
(without confusing your feelings further tho)
that i still do, have feelings for you*
there's nothing much to compare,
it's just feelings. she means more, i mean less
responsibility is not the issue, love is the one and only component of my heart tissue*
i'd profess my love, sing it like a song..
if you like it i'd sing it all day long.
that much is said, nothing's dead or gone
be true and live
happy not forlorn*
i know i'm not giving up on love... maybe cos i'm watching baiquan as well. shrugs.
how would it be if i asked him about her. i guess i really want to know tho it may hurt. bad.*
but i want to be known. have i become a hopeless case of human beans that need to constantly feel surrounded and loved by another. attached to another? perhaps/i think so.
well, this will be an unsent open letter. one day it might be read by the one it's for... or one day i may just chance upon it and laugh at myself. one day. some day.
but for now, the feelings are as real as can be my heart still hurts and tears flow inside. if it flows into my lungs i might just get pneumonia. okay i shall finish up the show and well distract myself with muse or smth.*
post note:
read: she means more i mean less is like an example.
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries says:
well. well. well. actually maybe i dont believe in that. cos love is not an expandable energy and should not be quantified.
The Shane Man® says:
hahaha now you're thinking deep like a true student of literature
The Shane Man® says:
kekeke
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries says:
ha. i got that from my cousin.. when she was counselling me about my misconceptions of love... talking abt my parents.
The Shane Man® says:
orh ok cool cool
though i know nothing about her, i know nothing between you two,
but what i know, i feel and i want to let you know,
(without confusing your feelings further tho)
that i still do, have feelings for you*
there's nothing much to compare,
it's just feelings. she means more, i mean less
responsibility is not the issue, love is the one and only component of my heart tissue*
i'd profess my love, sing it like a song..
if you like it i'd sing it all day long.
that much is said, nothing's dead or gone
be true and live
happy not forlorn*
i know i'm not giving up on love... maybe cos i'm watching baiquan as well. shrugs.
how would it be if i asked him about her. i guess i really want to know tho it may hurt. bad.*
but i want to be known. have i become a hopeless case of human beans that need to constantly feel surrounded and loved by another. attached to another? perhaps/i think so.
well, this will be an unsent open letter. one day it might be read by the one it's for... or one day i may just chance upon it and laugh at myself. one day. some day.
but for now, the feelings are as real as can be my heart still hurts and tears flow inside. if it flows into my lungs i might just get pneumonia. okay i shall finish up the show and well distract myself with muse or smth.*
post note:
read: she means more i mean less is like an example.
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries says:
well. well. well. actually maybe i dont believe in that. cos love is not an expandable energy and should not be quantified.
The Shane Man® says:
hahaha now you're thinking deep like a true student of literature
The Shane Man® says:
kekeke
as drunk as a lord* linger*the cranberries says:
ha. i got that from my cousin.. when she was counselling me about my misconceptions of love... talking abt my parents.
The Shane Man® says:
orh ok cool cool
Sunday, March 22, 2009
truth hurts, reality bites*
i'm sitting here. crying. biting my finger.
rather relieved from hearing the truth, finally.
i guess it may be a good thing that i've only finally exposed it now and not
when i first suspected. i'd believed and worked to manage a relationship for a long long time.
and was emotionally committed to someone. like i finally feel like i actually know how to. how to love.
how to be committed to someone. how it actually feels like.
i think i cried less than a minute or 30 seconds.
my heart cringed, it hurt.
my tears fell, i sniffed.
i was sad.
but sad, i can't stay for too long.
rather relieved from hearing the truth, finally.
i guess it may be a good thing that i've only finally exposed it now and not
when i first suspected. i'd believed and worked to manage a relationship for a long long time.
and was emotionally committed to someone. like i finally feel like i actually know how to. how to love.
how to be committed to someone. how it actually feels like.
i think i cried less than a minute or 30 seconds.
my heart cringed, it hurt.
my tears fell, i sniffed.
i was sad.
but sad, i can't stay for too long.
Friday, March 20, 2009
everybody but me*lykke li
i don't like the feeling when u're not looking for anyone, but you're looking for someone.
this ultimately means that you are hung up on someone. one particular person and until someone appears, you will feel messed up.
somehow.
Ooh I stand in the corner
Thinking over 1,2 what am I to do
Should I go home still sober
Or should I buy me another glass of wine
And forget about time?
But my jeans are too tight
Don't really feel like dancing
No this light is too bright
Don't really feel like shining
No this room is too small
Rather stand against the wall
And hope that no one sees me
When everybody's dancing
I don't want to
When everybody's joking
I don't want to
When everybody's laughing
I don't want to
Everybody but me
When everybody's drinking
I don't want to
When everybody's smoking
I don't need more
When everybody's fooling
I don't want to
Everybody but me
I get the creeps from all the people in here
I cannot breathe
It's too crowded in here
Don't look at me
I don't wanna be seen
Touched, heard, bothered
By the fellas
Who got that look in their eye
They wanna take me home
Without knowing my name
They wanna put it on
But do they not know
Is that I'm not like the others
http://www.myspace.com/lykkeli
Au Revoir Simone - The Lucky One
http://www.myflashfetish.com/playlist/14228719
this ultimately means that you are hung up on someone. one particular person and until someone appears, you will feel messed up.
somehow.
Ooh I stand in the corner
Thinking over 1,2 what am I to do
Should I go home still sober
Or should I buy me another glass of wine
And forget about time?
But my jeans are too tight
Don't really feel like dancing
No this light is too bright
Don't really feel like shining
No this room is too small
Rather stand against the wall
And hope that no one sees me
When everybody's dancing
I don't want to
When everybody's joking
I don't want to
When everybody's laughing
I don't want to
Everybody but me
When everybody's drinking
I don't want to
When everybody's smoking
I don't need more
When everybody's fooling
I don't want to
Everybody but me
I get the creeps from all the people in here
I cannot breathe
It's too crowded in here
Don't look at me
I don't wanna be seen
Touched, heard, bothered
By the fellas
Who got that look in their eye
They wanna take me home
Without knowing my name
They wanna put it on
But do they not know
Is that I'm not like the others
http://www.myspace.com/lykkeli
Au Revoir Simone - The Lucky One
http://www.myflashfetish.com/playlist/14228719
Monday, March 16, 2009
songs*before i lose it again
http://www.myflashfetish.com/playlist/14228719
http://www.myflashfetish.com/playlist/19463615
Sweet Dreams By Eurythmics
http://www.myflashfetish.com/playlist/19463615
Sweet Dreams By Eurythmics
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