Sunday, March 22, 2009

truth hurts, reality bites*

i'm sitting here. crying. biting my finger.
rather relieved from hearing the truth, finally.
i guess it may be a good thing that i've only finally exposed it now and not
when i first suspected. i'd believed and worked to manage a relationship for a long long time.
and was emotionally committed to someone. like i finally feel like i actually know how to. how to love.
how to be committed to someone. how it actually feels like.
i think i cried less than a minute or 30 seconds.
my heart cringed, it hurt.
my tears fell, i sniffed.
i was sad.

but sad, i can't stay for too long.

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