can't stop

im crying again
cos i forgot to take my pills
cos i'm a sick girl who takes a lot of pills
cos you don't have to be with a sick crazy girl who takes pills

cos i feel you deserve better than having a sick crazy pillpopper

i know love is something not for me to say alone. but there's still so much to me you don't know and will hurt you. for the first time everything tt i did is hitting me back so bad. tt i have to hate myself for it. even if it's for a while.

i'm sorry.

The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you
The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Come and tell me when it's time to

*it hurts it matters -it suddenly matters- cos u matter so much